ILLEGAL PREGNANCY

I AM A NAMBOODIRI WOMAN, NEARING FORTY, BUT STILL I HAD MY MONTHLY PERIODS.

I used to go to our family pond for  my bath, every day at early morning, with just a bath towel to cover my nudity. I would carry an oil lamp, with a handle to carry. Our estate is very vast and no one would come at that time. So I removed my towel and took bath comfortably. When I had finished and wiped dry my body, some powerful hand held me and began kissing my breasts and private parts. I had no sex for almost a decade and My sex urge knew no bounds. I lay down and widened my thighs. His penis entered into my body and I soon went to sleep, after the act. When I woke up And realized what had happened, I washed my body again and went back to our house.

I hoped he would come again and so it happened again . This time I saw his face. He knew my husband and I have seen him several times. We never came out when men are the visitors.

After several months of this illegal sex, I became pregnant. I cajoled my husband and awakened his sex and we had intercourse. After another month, I told him I am carrying. He became very happy and gave sweets to all those who came to see him.

In due course , I gave birth to a boy , fair skinned and with plenty of hair. When he became four, my man told my husband to send him to a Convent school.  Afterwards, he joined the Prinstone College in Madras and became a lawyer. He came back and began practice in the District Court. Then he was selected as Sub-judge and finally he became a Judge of the high Court, when I became old and my man passed away. My husband had died a few years earlier.

I kept a sealed cover, in which I enclosed a note, describing my secret story, to be opened by my son, after my death.